One self wants to go overseas again, when I finish in December.
The other self wants to put down some roots in the Northwest, closer to family.
When I was overseas a couple years ago I remember wanting to wait until I was married to go again, but with time one forgets the reasons you felt so strongly about some things.
I feel both selves so strongly.
In both I'm seeking community, God, adventure, relationship.
I need to pray about it.
I bought a coat last week. I feel guilty about it. I don't need it. I have coats, a couple of them. I'll probably take it back.
I'm tired of how self-focused school is. My fervor is waning.
I sound down-in-the-dumps, I'm not. Just contemplative.
Here's a nice picture to brighten the page: